Don’t make it so bright, because the world is originally dark.
She doesn’t understand how much she hurt me today. Like its so bad i want to go downtown to my favorite sushi place and get drunk..And i dont EVEN DRINK AT ALL.. The only thing thats keeping in this house right now is that i lost my job and have no money so i can’t go out and eat or something at times like this like i typically do because i have no money for gas or food, i have to save for xmas and my bills. And i been beating my head tryna figure out what to get her for xmas but now i’m like fuck even celebrating xmas this year or worrying about getting her a present because i can definitely save that money now that i’m jobless and have no income. Im not a violent person but i really wanted to break something today.. I wanted to fuck up all her shit.